Just kidding.
But I have written 100 blog posts since beginning my
blogging journey. It all started back in January with a restless yearning,
something in me seeking expression, which became my blogging commitment and hence
my contract with Spirit, my commitment to the Divine partnership of
co-creation.
And so I set off on my blogging journey, and soon into the
trail I realized I was weighted down, my pack back was just way too heavy. I got to chuck out a bunch of stuff I hadn’t
even realized I was carrying around: Perfectionism, Procrastination, Judgment,
Worry….. ever run into those?
Whew, that felt better! But you know what? They were back
again the very next morning! Hence the humbling realization that these mindsets
require daily vigilance lest they creep back in. This sparked my re-commitment
to my daily meditation practice. I find that it really is the pause that
refreshes, the space that allows something Beyond to find its way into my
consciousness, the opening for Spirit to make Itself known in my life.
Along the trail, I got to learn a lot about the fear of
failure, and how tempting it can be to use it as an excuse not to go forward. I
also learned that those gremlin voices in my head (perfectionism, procrastination,
judgment and worry) are probably never going to go away for good. The trick is
to just know that, accept it, acknowledge their presence, and carry on anyway.
Looking back over these 100 posts I realize I’ve covered a
lot of ground. Ups and downs, twists and turns, epiphanies and insights,
explorations into productivity, parenting your elderly parent, what it means to
be a spiritual being on a human journey, the daily ins and outs of our lives…
The best parts? The
strength and self confidence that comes from staying true to my commitment.
Choosing to get back on the trail when I slip. Realizing I am surrounded by a
loving community of readers who are journeying with me. Feeling my connection
with all of you, dear readers. So thank you, thank you for being a part of my
journey, thank you for hanging in there with me, thank you for your comments
and likes and shares.
Can’t wait to see where we go from here! Ready for the next 100?
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